Monday, June 9, 2008


Boy, I was wiped out on Friday from a confrontation with a coworker, and I can't seem to get out of this funk. I had made a lengthy (& apparently loud) announcement over the intercom, and this guy came to where I was and got in my face about how unprofessional I was for doing so. Mind you, this was for a fundraiser that we'd been having at work for 2 days. I just kind of felt like that saying "No good deed goes unpunished."

The other thing that has me down is this whole baby thing. Greg and I are both ready to give up. I told my friends last night when we got together at Dairy Queen (nothing like drowning sorrows in a hot fudge sundae!) that I would rather give up than have hope because with hope, you're constantly up and down. We have eggs! We're still not pregnant. We have eggs! We're still not pregnant. We have eggs! You get the drift.

On that note, I have yet another ultrasound this Thursday to see if I have eggs. I mean, of course I HOPE I have eggs, but I really hope to be off of this roller coaster one way or another.


hezzzy said...

Totally understandable & your feelings of frustration are justified by the length of time you've been trying to get pregnant.
You & Greg follow your heart & soul in what you wanna do. There's many choices.
As for the jerk at work who expunged his opinion in your face - PHOOOOT! back in his face.
Love you DDDxo

Anonymous said...

Char, we love you! The lord has something in mind for you two, I know it! As for this person at work, We don`t like him, like your mom said, Phooot to him, love you two, so much! love Mom K

Star Char said...

Thanks MOMS! You're great. It's hard to go through this, but your support makes it better. Love you both.

hezzzy said...

You don't take your decisions lightly so whatever you decide, I know that will be right for you. I'll be thinking of you & your ultrasound today, DDD. xo

Courtney said...

I can't imagine...what a roller coaster this MUST be for you, Char! My prayers are with you today (Thursday)!

Star Char said...

Thank you, Courtney. Your prayers mean a lot to me.